So, I haven't posted anything on this in months and months but here I am trying this again.

I have two little boys TJ is almost 3 and Eli is 18 months. They are such amazing little men. Every day the surprise me.

I am a stay-at-home mom since I had Eli.

I used to be a CNA.

I love staying home with my boys, but it has taken it's toll on my body. Not being out working walking all the time. I never lost the weight I gained when I was pregnant with Eli. I even gained more weight after I had him.

I recently started weight watchers (which I had tried before with good results) and have lost 17 pounds in 4 weeks!

I go on walks and have even been trying to run. I don't run far or for very long mostly just walking but I'm trying.

That is all.

A few months back there was a story in the paper about a Winchester man who was accused of abusing his 4 month old daughter. Well, I saw today where he got a plea deal and only got an 18 month sentence, he only has to serve six months, and three years probation.

I am disgusted! The Randolph County Prosecutor is a joke.

That is the same sentence that the asshole that killed my brother got. Jerry was out in three months plus he was on work release the whole time.

Murderers and child abusers are getting off with a slap on the wrist. It's no wonder that people take the law into their own hands.

I'm not saying that should happen, but I can understand it.

I just needed to get that off my chest. It's so upsetting to see horrible people getting nothing for their crimes and innocent people have to suffer.

My brother is dead and his killer is free to live his life like nothing happened. That poor defenceless baby was seriously injured and her abuser is going to be free in a few months to abuser her again. It makes me sick!

So, I know I haven't posted anything in a while I haven't been a very dedicated blogger. Shame on me.
My two little boys are getting so big so fast. TJ is 2 now and into everything. Eli is going to be one in less than a month. They definitely keep me busy.
These are not my boys, but the picture is absolutely something I could see them doing.



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Iaboga????

I know I haven't blogged in forever. I don't even know why. I suddenly had the urge to blog earlier and got very distracted by a video on youtube (link below). Very funny, check it out! The narrator is a friend of Virginia's.


http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ArKrHoUIW3A

Ghostbusters

I have a very close friend that is probably the most rational and logical person that I know. She stayed at the house the other night and is now convinced that my home is haunted. It was about five in the morning and I heard my youngest son Elijah crying. When I went upstairs I found all the lights on and my friend was holding Eli. She said that she heard and old timey song and then felt hands on her back and someone say "Shhhh, it's gonna be okay." Creepy.



It did get me thinking. Shortly after we moved in before the boys were sleeping upstairs. I was getting the tub ready to give TJ a bath, our upstairs bath is the only one with a tub. I had TJ upstairs with me he was running from room to room. He went into the guest bedroom (the one that Lori was in when she had her "experience") he was only in there for a minute and he came running out of the room screaming and crying. I chalked it up to him being a baby, that's what they do scream and cry.



I never used to believe in ghost or spirits or whatever you wanna call them. That is until my brother passed away unexpectedly. Since his accident I'm convinced he has tried to contact me on more than one occasion. We have a three-way touch light that had always worked just fine and never did anything out of the ordinary. After my brother passed it started turning on in the middle of the night. It would come one and get brighter and brighter and then go back off. It would do this over and over. I like to think it was him just letting me know he's still around.



So my completely rational and sane friend is convinced that the house is haunted. She told me I need to do some research on the property to find out if anyone has died in the house. I don't exactly know how to go about doing that. I can't find anything on the internet so it looks like I'm headed to the museum here in town. We'll see what I find out.

I got a new tattoo today. It's a butterfly on my wrist. It's pretty awesome. Oh yeah. So I'm not exactly a tattoo virgin this makes my fifth. Not all of them mean as much as others but this one means a lot. I'm going through a very rough time personally. Butterflies symbolize life and death, rebirth. My butterfly is giving me my rebirth. I am starting over with some aspects of my life and am going to be making some big changes. My butterfly is a turning point in my life. I'm at a point where I have to be making some big decisions and hopefully my new ink will be of some inspiration. That is why I chose to put it on my wrist so I will see it everyday and be reminded of my rebirth.

All of my other tattoos are n places that no one can see or that are easily hideable. This one I want to display. I want everyone to know that I am changing. Changing for the better.